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madame
hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Friday, July 07, 2006 11:33 PM
so long nvr blog.. just feel like writin everything down. i'm getting more and more impatient between us.. i just find that der's a certain attitude you will bring to me whenever we talk or what. i'm just tired.. tired about everything. fine if you dun want me to accompany..

i'm just worried. it's not her fault. but is my fault. cuz i want everything to be planned in that manner. she advised me not to do so, but it was me who insisted. so don't blame her kk? and just don't be angry anymore. i seriously need your reply to that question. i really want to know your feelings. it's been a long time since you call me THAT. and i just find that our relationship are getting further and further. i really dun want such thing to happen. forgive me if you can..and don't avoid me anymore.

i've been sick for the past three days. each day, i can feel my body getting weaker. i lied to most of my friends say i pon skl. but is not. i just could not take it anymore. i just want to take a break. but right now, i'm stil going to chiong my DnT project la. i will work hard and not disappoint. i wish you could give mi ur support throughout this few months. i would really appreciate it..

i'm going to change my layout of the room again. i'm not going to use my chair but my bed to sit down. haha. den the computer table will be in front of my bed. lols. that's cool right? but i not sure if it could work. hopefully it does. anyway, i'm going to chiong after doin some stuff on my computer. haha. nites guys..

miss you..